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Showing posts with label work. Show all posts

25 April 2008

Basking in the glow

Some people go to tanning beds. Some people lay out in the sun. Others have what I like to call a computer tan.

After spending a wonderful extended weekend in Iowa, this work week was short and sweet. Even better: I have all next week off. It's both blessing and a curse in my industry, where there is always the nagging reality of returning to an inbox full of emails.

18 July 2007

Dinosaur

On the way home from work today--a commute that took 1.5 hours--I saw a dinosaur. Highway 62 is usually nothing more than modern buildings and dense traffic. There is, however, a stretch of the highway that has a thick cover of bushes and trees on the south side. As we crept along, eastbound, I noticed behind the trees a giant head with sharp teeth. This beast head was perched on top of a neck that dived below the trees and out of site. The teeth of this monster clamped onto a few substantial branches and ripped them off the tree with ease.

I was in such a daze on the way home that this piece of machinery--not a dinosaur after all--really did appear like some sort of beast. And, no kidding, for a little bit I felt a rush of fear or panic...something. After panic came relief and humor. But I'm beginning to wonder if I should worry. Am I losing my mind that much that for a good seven seconds I can't reason whether this mysterious thing I see peering from behind the trees is a piece of modern excavation equipment or a prehistoric animal. Or maybe worse: Is my work day that mundane and lacking of creativity that my mind is resorting to hallucinations to spark a sense of imagination into my soul?

Of course, a lot of things go through your mind when you see a dinosaur eating the only stretch of trees on a metro highway. In particular I thought of Joni Mitchell's song "Big Yellow Taxi" when Joni sings "They paved paradise and put up a parking lot." What on earth did the D.O.T. want to build in between the highway and the frontage road?!

21 May 2007

Ready for a vacation

It's probably a sign of me growing weary of my current job, but I am definitely ready for a vacation. Emily and I haven't been on a real vacation since our honeymoon in November 2004. We've taken 3 days off of work at the most, and usually take long weekend trips to visit family or friends. After two and a half years, we have finally booked a low-key, low-cost, but longer vacation to Door County, WI. We'll stay at a Bed and Breakfast--something neither of us have done--and enjoy all that the Wisconsin peninsula has to offer. Kayaking, biking, hiking, shopping, eating, and taking a scenic plane ride are all things we hope to accomplish while there. Cameras will flash and memories will be made...and we shall be renewed!

24 April 2007

Corporate Misfit

I've pretty much made up my mind that I'm not a fit for the business consulting world. Two years and seven months has been plenty for me. My work is important, and I'd like to think I'm doing my part to help keep health care affordable. But I need to work in an environment where I can see the direct result of my work. My job is so hard to explain to anyone, and I don't like that. I create a lot of reports, analyze many data sets, write a lot of requirements for computer systems, and spend a lot of time in meetings.

Being a reflective person is a tough thing because I'm always analyzing my place at work and trying to find meaning in the things I do. I'm lucky to have other creative outlets that keep me sane and prevent me from up and quitting. I am a dedicated worker, and don't intend on burning any bridges, but at this point I don't feel bad looking for new work. I've given my first job out of college a fair swing, and I know that I don't belong here. I just have to figure out where I belong next.